Saturday, November 10, 2007

You Should Have Been Born Under:

You've got a ton of energy - and need plenty of room to roam.
You tend to follow your whims, and it's hard for you to stick to one thing.
Specific jobs, loves, and friends are always changing and never a part of your life for long.
Very intuitive, you tend to know what people are thinking before they say a word.

You are most compatible with a Dog or Tiger.

Monday, November 05, 2007

Yearbook

I got my yearbook today. I flipped through the pages. I saw pictures of people and write-ups that attempt to describe a person in 150 words or less. But you can't. It's impossible.

I read my own write-up and i don't even completely agree with it; and it was written by one of the people who know me best. I can't see myself in that single page. Something is missing. I am not only that, i cannot be contained in a page, i am more. Everybody's more than a single page.

I read the ones of the people i know, and i don't agree with what's written about most of them. She's not that friendly or He's not that deep. Who wrote these things about you? And why did i not meet the person described in that page? Why didn't you let me talk to that girl who seems so ideal in words?

What about the ones i don't know? It surprised me that i recognized only a handful of the faces and names in that book. I didn't even know you existed. We were there for at least four years! Why don't i know you?



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Thursday, August 02, 2007

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

Most people, given a year to write about anything that fancies him without any rules or guidelines or pressure at all except perhaps for the said time limit (if you can even call that pressure), will probably end up with a decent novel. I think even if one has no compulsion, only an oblogation to write something, anything at all, will at least end up with a short story or even an interesting diary.

So here i am, given a year, practically all the time in the world. I didn't need to write a novel, nothing grand. In said year, i barely finished a ten page paper on the subject of anything.

I'm not writing about it because i'm proud of it. Exactly the opposite. I'm making it public to remind myself how low i can get. In fact, i'm shaming myself with this, and i deserve it.

Thursday, March 22, 2007

I can't study. I know i have to ace this exam or else there's a good probability that i'm going to have to re-re-take this. And that's something i really, really (desperately) don't want to happen. But i can't study. Nothing's working the way it's supposed to. Weird thing is, i'm not that worried.; when the reality is should be very, very worried.

Saturday, March 17, 2007

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You are more logical than emotional, more concerned about self than concerned about others, more religious than atheist, more loner than dependent, more lazy than workaholic, more rebel than traditional, more engineering mind than artistic mind, more idealist than cynical, more leader than follower, and more extroverted than introverted.

As for specific personality traits, you are adventurious (100%), intellectual (80%), religious (80%), romantic (71%).

Stereotypes
Old Geezer83%
College Student75%
Prep46%

Life Experience
Sex23%
Substances0%
Travel17%

Politics
Your political views would best be described as Socialist, whom you agree with around 67% of the time.

Socioeconomic
Your attitude toward life best associates you with Working Class. You make more than -0%100% less than the U.S. average.
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Friday, March 16, 2007

I need to draw.

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Kaya naman pala ng 2 oras, bakit pa pala ako naghintay ng dalawang linggo para gawin ung exercise sa 131? tsk tsk.. nakakaasar.
Parang hindi nagiisip.
Masaya naman pala gumawa ng assembly language program. Konting basa lang sa internet alam na ang syntax. Sana ganito na lang ako palagi, ginaganahan na parang may katuturan ang buhay.
Ngayon tapos na ang sinabi kong kailangan ko matapos ngayong gabi. Naabot na ang short-term goal. Na-surpass pa nga. Naipasa na at lahat. Bakit pa ako nagsusulat? Kailangan ko na matulog, may exam pa bukas nang maaga. Ewan, ayaw pa tumigil ng utak ko. Nagka-momentum kasi sa mga natutunan sa assembly, ayan ayaw tuloy magpahinga. Control, ray. Kailangan mo matuto nyan. Kailangan ng disiplina. Gawin ang dapat gawin. Yun na.

Saturday, March 10, 2007

Wow, i just finished an exercise for my Graphics class and i do admit it feels good to have been coding again. It has been so long since i've really applied my faculties to a programming problem.

And the result? Not too bad, if i do say so myself. I even managed to add the bonus features Sir was asking for (even before i added the essesntial ones hehe).

I wish i can do this rather than solving linear differential equations.

Yeah.. feeling of accomplishment = good.

I've been thinking of a lot of things lately (as i always do). I was thinking of making two other blogs: one will be called "Living in the Past" which will be about the random memories that i sometimes recall. The other will be "What ray thinks about...". This one is more of a review blog where i'll say what i think about think like movies, books, games, art, everything. (By the way, i really want to praise this new ball point pen i'm using right now. It rOxx0rs!) yeah, and i'm thinking about revamping this one into what i originally intended it to be, a philosophical rambling blog.

Anyway, that's it. I go to sleep happy tonight ( although it's morning now :D ). I hope you do too.

Thursday, February 15, 2007

I'm so confused.

I now know too many things. Things about people i actually shouldn't know. These secrets are in my head, nothing can be done about that now.

It's difficult when you have no one to talk to. I so desperately want to tell these people about the hidden parts of their lives. Responsibilty, however, demands that i remain silent. I feel so alone now.

Why did i have to know? What purpose is this knowledge to me? The world must be testing me.

Monday, January 29, 2007

Your results:
You are Venom


































Venom
63%
Dr. Doom
60%
Mr. Freeze
54%
Apocalypse
53%
Mystique
52%
Dark Phoenix
51%
Magneto
47%
The Joker
45%
Lex Luthor
45%
Poison Ivy
43%
Green Goblin
40%
Juggernaut
32%
Two-Face
32%
Kingpin
31%
Catwoman
24%
Riddler
22%
Strength, disguise and adrenaline are your greatest weapons.


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